As my birthday approaches I’m learning to love myself and heal. As an adult I had to accept that years in knowing people wont guarantee a a lot of love or emotional support from others. For the past few years I’ve felt so alone, left out and not truly connected or close to anyone in real life bc I lacked knowledge of self. People love to reduce the internet to an irrelevant place but I must say I’ve learned so much on coping with life obstacles and connected with different women who also dealt with similar experiences. I recently started a podcast @sadeyemayateatime and I must say it felt so good seeing women reach out and give genuine commentary on it. While most may want to have kids and get married around my age I just want to heal, love on myself, and build genuine platonic relationships with people that can see past what meets the eye. It’s such a beautiful feeling when people genuinely love on you without letting envy or anything malicious cloud their judgement. This upcoming chapter is not about the aesthetic, what people got or how long I’ve known anyone bc Im ready to feel again. Im allowing myself to experience new opportunities, new friends and new hobbies that correlate with the life I envision for myself ❤️